What is life? What is the meaning of life? How are you? Those are all questions we would like to answer and know. In my sixteen years of experience I have no idea myself. I wish and pry for the answer. It drives me crazy to point where I just want to yell at the world. I am Mariah and I am another person in the world looking for an answer. I have a purpose in this world and I am just waiting for it to hit me in the face. Every morning I wake up and ask myself what am I going to be, where is my future going to take me. There is more to life than just jobs, problems, friends, bills, and TV. Most people just look at the problem but don't see what’s in front of them or look past it and get more in depth to what’s really going on. One thing that I see very often is when two people love one another so much. And they hurt each other and they don't see past their hurt to see what they are doing to the other person. I brought that up because I've been in that situation where I lost someone I loved and cared about so dearly.
Me as a person I honestly can say I have a big heart. But at times I admit I can be cold and may seem like I don't have a heart. That's also very ironic to say because how could you be both? I care about people so much that I put their feelings before mine. That's not always a good thing because as harsh as it seems you should put yourself before other people at times. How I could be heartless is when people just take advantage. Or even when it has nothing to do with the person it’s me taking my anger out on someone. I am not a perfect person no one is. I can be a better person and change my flaws. The real question is how? It is easier said than done.
I feel like my gifts deep inside are kind of common to most people. One of them is that I can read peoples minds. I am also a very good person to talk to if you needed anything. I am a very good listener and love to help people. I don’t really read minds but I can relate to many people and there situations.
I am here for a reason but I really don’t have a clue why! Hopefully God will give me enough time to figure out why he brought me into this world. I think I was meant to help people in the time I have in this world. I hope that wont be the only reason but as time goes by I will know my destiny.
I find myself at times special and unique because I have a different train of thought than most teens have. And will find something’s more important than another. Like most kids will litter and wont care because its out of there hands. For me when I see or do that I think of how much more can this earth take before it reacts. With that said a plan for me to make the world a better place is teach children, teens, and adults what humans do to the earth everyday. Also that we need to change our bad habits to increase the time we have left on earth. What’s life through your eyes?
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